getonthegoodfoot

Something I found in my note drafts on facebook on July.6, 2008:

"Getting ready to party but something has always lingered my mind that just will not go away. What's up with this problem thats becoming blown out of control. No longer is it a tiny little spark but instead a wildfire of hell. What have I done? What made me do such an action? Jumping from the good side to the bad side in an instant. Now everything is changed. Not one thing the same. the passion has become a mere chore and now another problem has arisen. Who would've thought that would happen? Mistake after mistake the problems just keep on rolling in. Sure I can say sorry but that can only go so far."Sorry doesn't work anymore." Have I really used that word that much? I must be well over my head then.."

With the year coming to a close soon it's a real eye opener on all the mistakes I've done. All the people I've hurt and the cost of each of their pain. The image of me destroying their lives and that image melted and permanently stuck into their minds. 2008 has been a rough one. I'm sure I didn't get it as bad as some people out there but hell did I get a horrible year also.