getonthegoodfoot

Something I found in my note drafts on facebook on July.6, 2008:

"Getting ready to party but something has always lingered my mind that just will not go away. What's up with this problem thats becoming blown out of control. No longer is it a tiny little spark but instead a wildfire of hell. What have I done? What made me do such an action? Jumping from the good side to the bad side in an instant. Now everything is changed. Not one thing the same. the passion has become a mere chore and now another problem has arisen. Who would've thought that would happen? Mistake after mistake the problems just keep on rolling in. Sure I can say sorry but that can only go so far."Sorry doesn't work anymore." Have I really used that word that much? I must be well over my head then.."

With the year coming to a close soon it's a real eye opener on all the mistakes I've done. All the people I've hurt and the cost of each of their pain. The image of me destroying their lives and that image melted and permanently stuck into their minds. 2008 has been a rough one. I'm sure I didn't get it as bad as some people out there but hell did I get a horrible year also.

It's another Christmas Holiday

It's a joyous thing! Let the angel's sing! Christmas 2008 this year seems to be different in it's own way. I just don't feel the old christmas spirit. I myself this year didn't exactly get anything exciting but I was just happy to be able to enjoy company with my family as I've been so busy with all the activities that I do. Hanging out, Basketball, Bowling, Work, it just seems I've put those all before family so much this year that I've forget what it's like to be with them. Although it didn't feel like the typical "Christmas" event I haven't been happier just spending time with my family. Getting to see my sister's face and reaction when she found out I bought her an iPod was pretty cool haha never have I seen her get so happy in a long time. She's had it rough especially since she got her ipod and shoes originally stolen (and if I ever find out who stole her ipod and shoes, their ass is mine.)
Well now I would like to tell you a tale of a Christmas I remember from the past. It's probably the reason why this year's Christmas wasn't that great. Basically It was the night before Christmas and I was very busy. Getting the house ready for the good ol' celebration and getting ready for the coming of a special person. Christmas Eve my family, her and I went to midnight mass at St. Andrew's. Truth be told that might've been the first midnight mass where I didn't even think of falling asleep. I was kept awake with her elegant smile and sparkling eyes the whole time. As soon as the mass ended I assumed that we were to bring her home but to my surprise my parents let her come over and stay a bit longer. Sadly her mother wanted her to go home really badly, but amazingly my mom was able to negotiate enough for her to stay over. The funny thing was one of the presents that her aunt had given her earlier in the day was pajamas. It had been a while since I last pulled an all nighter, or at least close to one in a very long time. But spending the night with her made time fly fast. We would talk and play with the newly acquired nintendo wii and just have a grand old time. Never had I had so much fun on christmas day with someone. That same day was our 1 year anniversary. Today would've marked our 2nd if I wasn't an idiot this whole year... Well that is my story.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays